Tuesday, June 28, 2005 @2:29 pm
my friend's blog tells of some sad story.
to jason: sorry for putting off tonning for so long can! i feel super bad.. but these few weeks been too tiring and busy!! so many things going on! wells. after wasbe please maybe during the break okayy? i promise!!!
I feel kinda bad now. i dunno what i did. it seems like it's my fault that things turned out this way. but what did i do? they just wanted me to befriend you like i befriended them. and i did! and i pretty much liked you. i didnt know my existence would invoke such a reaction or response from you. frankly speaking, tho they weren't surprised, i was shocked. i genuinely thought we could be friends like the rest of them, and we would all be one happy family. but i guess not. you chose to make it that either i'm eliminated or you eliminate yourself. which of course, the latter happened.
why? i really dont know. the circle of friendship is big enough for everyone and anyone. she can accept your new close friend, why cant you accept hers? instead you give lots of excuses.. lots of them.. and it really shocked me. we're both of the same religion, worshipping and loving the same God. what difference is there between us then? why do u react this way?
i feel bad that u think i came between you two. am very sorry. i wish u could be a part of this tho. i really do.
anyway, i'm sitting in the clubhouse and rotting. been sitting here for the past hour or so. waiting for Peee, Kailin n Anne to finish. dunno who else is going. but yea! we're gonna watch initial D!! and i'm soooo sorry Lin! i forgot to bring camera!!!
breahhh..
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